so tired. being away from civilization is nice, in fact I'd prefer to live far out in the wild, but there's so much work and without large amounts of caffine in my system I just want to sleep. two nights sleeping in a tent and I just want to sleep forever in a dark room. barely two days of being out looking for wood, walking around, and getting into play fights with one of the besties later and I'm ready for a good 10-hour nap.
right about now sounds like a good time to curl up in bed with a cup of tea and reread things until I drift off into sleep and dream about those lazy summer days cuddled beneath the bright, blue sky. the ones with a gentle breeze and the grass at just the right length.
it seems to be the same with every queer person I know. if anyone in earshot, even if you're not paying attention to them, even mentions something the least bit queer our ears automatically tune into that conversation. discussing this in a tiny little American town somehow lead to naming it a 'queer twitch' and the rest of my life I might just end up twitching around anything queer and calling it a queer twitch. or a queersure. or even queerettes.
random shizz like this happens almost every time I hang out with maddy, maybe that's why we're such amazingly random friends.
really have to spend more time in tsawwassen with that whole crew. they're awesome and yeknow, take my mind off the next six weeks of loneliness. I really am not good at being alone. I start going crazy and thinking people from tv shows are real. and only live on the interwebs. kinda like turning into Sydney for awhile. Not exactly fun.
lalala
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