so it might be all the stress and mind being all over the place that's making me feel all crappy. I miss food. I miss feeling hungry and being able to eat. I've barely eaten all weekend. Saturday I only ate lunch and I a tiny bit of dinner, Sunday just a lunch, and then today to continue on the trend just a yogurt, some fruit and snacks, and a little bit of dinner. how the hell am I supposed to win pie eating contest and stuff if I can barely eat??
sun and hot tempuratures are bitches. as if my whole getting easily dehydrated thing wasn't bad enough now I feel like I'm going to pass out half the time and it always feels like I'm living in a fucking sauna. I can't get away, even when I stuck my head into the freezer. fans and humidifiers sound good right about now. better not pass out in my math final this year like I almost did in gr.9 or any other tests.
so much for studying for tests. honestly, the only homework I can get done is stuff for the poetry assignment since writing actually lets me sort out my feelings and the mass of bullshit crowding my brain. 5/8 parts done. not looking forward to starting my epic at all. can like..... jiz lee be my hero for it? cause talking about pornstars in school assignments is fun. especially genderqueer pornstars. :)
breathing would be good. why is such a simple thing so hard for me to do today? xjejenjsjekeeitripwpvkd
not fun.
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