ahhhh it is springtime once again. the hormones are raging, the condoms are plenty, and the nurse is coming around to try and keep kids safe. sex ed. the good old days. honestly, what do they expect us to learn from it at all? not much of it pertains to actual life. even with the random bits that we got at sdss, we managed to have multiple pregnencies. then again the sex ed sucks there.. honestly, nothing in grades 10-12 except bio stuff. it's sad. at least Palmer makes it a unit in planning. kinda wish I'd just gone to planning here. everyone's going on about sex ed and stuff and then there's me... haven't had sex ed since gr.9 and even then, that night I went and had unprotected sex for the first time. it was boring and no one actually listened. and another thing about sex ed that I noticed is that there is no mention of lesbian sex. straight sex, most of it is all about, gay male sex even a little bit (reminders that you still should use condoms), but nothing to do with lesbian sex. goes to prove that you don't learn anything in school, everything is from the interwebs or expiriences or talking with friends.
as the springtime sun and flowers and all the lust begins to settle in I tend to realize more and more how lonely I'm getting. even in a group of friends I mostly feel like the outsider who just can't make the right jokes and does stoopid things for people to think of me as just some dumbass. and there I am, just doing nothing by myself. and then I wonder why I can't get a girlfriend for the life of me. I have no fucking social life outside of school yet I expect girls to just fall for me. stoopid.
so boys and girls, queerios and lezbots, clouds and trannies, remember to use your latex and get tested. (even though I should be taking my own advice) let the season of lust presume. :)
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