do not like driving in the pouring rain and wind. honestly, it scares me. but I like the speed of the highways. kinda like I'm getting away from the world for a little bit. nothing but empty road ahead, so who cares if I go 115-120ish. freedom. GAHH if only everything were that simple..
so day goes something like this:
wake up and get ready to go to surrey. find out I have to spend the ENTIRE day with jus my mom pretty much. whatever, it was fine most of the time. so then drive to kwantlen and get bit he'd at about everything from the way I break to the parking spots I choose. finally go inside and get into a tour. grab some pamphlettes, get yummy free lunch,grab some people's signatures to I can enter contest to win credits towards tuition or ipad or something. all fine and dandy for the most part. leave kwantlen. go to krispy kremes because I never get to go and I had a coupon for a free doughnut. get botched at for parking spot again. and for taking too long to find the exit. whole drive home she's being a bitch and expecting me to know where to go when she didn't tell me. go to her friend's house (where I finally get some coffee). edit a nursing paper. go to meet the family at mcdicks so we can pick up stuff from my grandma. end up spending hours and getting plans to go to some seniors day at a buddist temple thinger.. and then get home. that's when it gets interesting.
firstly, bitched at for not basically having dinner made when I wasn't even home, not studying my ass off till I understand everything and get 100% in things I'm failing, and making any noise. then she compares me to her severely special needs students and then to Charlie sheen, because I'm apparently that fucked up. I do actually see the crazy, but there's no way to know for sure because of my not being tested. stoopid healthcare. stoopid school system. stoopid society.
anyways, after eating and being tired of her playing games on facebook on my lap top right beside me when I'm supposed to be studying, I snap.
no exactly sure what happened. basically, she walks into my room, tells me I'm stoopid and had so many chances but I didn't get anyone to help me with the subjects I'm failing so evey day at lunch I get to study with teachers. then she changes her mind and I have to call someone right then to help me (at 9pm on a Saturday). she doesn't like the tact I think my friends have lives, so she threatened to take my iPod again. she grabs for it and next thing I know I've pushed her, pretty much hit her, she ripped the sleeve of the shirt I was wearing fighting back, and I am now grounded for spring break. lovely. dunno what I did. she just keeps aggravating me more and more and I can't handle it after a certain point. FUUUU
so done with the rule of life and shizz. so done with trying to be good.
before I fall asleep I guess I should finish....
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