I'm tired of this stupid game, of running in circles for you again.

reremembered exactly why across the universe is my favorite movie. I mean, COME ON not only are the songs all beatles songs, and the characters are all from beatles songs. BUTT ALSO all the random references to the songs in the dialogue. it makes me squee repeatedly for the whole fucking movie. XD

apparently the world hates me. so it's a monday. the monday before spring break. I has a shitload of work to finish before I can go be awesome and sleep in and shizz. and then I start getting sick :( FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. so not only do I have to do a bunch of stuff, but I didn't get to do any of it today because I was busy not being able to open my eyes and having a fever and all that funness. fuuck yeahhh

IT'S PI DAYYYYY!!! totally didn't have enough money to buy pie to eat :'( which sucks, but whatever, I think I'll live. just have to get ready for it next year. NOOOM. pie. can't wait for the summer pie eating contests. see if I can get 3 this summer, since my record is two... I'm such a fattie.

four more days until I'm free of the horrid place they keep us cooped up for hours on end every day. two weeks of freedom to just go chill and BREATHEEE! this has been needed for a long time.

can someone explain the notion of wanting to be rich and doing absolutely no work to me? even if that would be nice sometimes, why would anyone want that much money?? there is no fucking use for it so why even bother?? go to the thrift store, buy some clothes, get a cute little house, and drive around in horse-drawn carriages. the world would be so much better.

another thing. what is with the straight man obsession with lesbians? sooo fucking tired of LBs hearing I'm a lesbian and then being attached to me hoping that they'll get to watch me with another girl. HONESTLY?? fuck you. it's love, nothing to be gawked over like if you stare long enough you'll end up getting in on it. and all the lesbian porn obviously made for straight men, it's just kind of sick. what ever happened to just letting love be love? now it's all about getting off. people use other people's love to get off to. *shakes head*

that is all. my throat hurts. I don't feel like getting angry about shizz right now.

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