so finally got called out. I know I complain and get depressed over like EVERYTHING. I should be trying to find the good parts of life. the thing is everything I actually like about life these days reminds me of her and makes it not awesome and happy anymore. yay. I just want to fix everything and then have everything happy. I want to be able to see the good in life more than once in awhile.
today in japanese we were watching this movie, and there was this really adorable scene where the girl's cold and the guy's too stoopid to let her borrow his jacket, so he lets her put her hand in his pocket and they're holding hands in his pocket. then I realized I can actually be quite the romantic with a girl if I really like her. which lead me to thinking about how much I miss her. which lead to not doing anything in math, falling asleep for a 30min nap in class, waking up like 5 mins before the bell, and apparently not doing well on a socials test. my teacher accused me of not studying. when I stayed up till 12.30 on friday working on it, then practiced a little last night. it's hard to do everything, keep my mom happy, and find time to myself so I don't snap and kill that bitch.
found out I can't even be in the school play now. we're heading up to whistler for the weekend for two weekends in a row. when the dress rehearsal is, and when the last performance night is. hate my life. so much. it's not even funny. but at least I get to write my own script and hope it turns out well. if it doesn't, shit's going down.
rawr. that is all.
I eat tacos. yeah. if only I could do that for a living.
be all like yeah I guys, I'm a professional skittle-licker. what do you do?
cause that is epiiiiiic.
<3 <3
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