and I'm tangled up in you.

there's only one way to fall off a bike: down. and you keep going down until finally you've reached the ground. sometimes it is unfriendly and you start to bleed, sometimes it just stings. then there are the lucky times you get away with a bruise, or even nothing. the same theory works for the heart. sometimes when it brakes it finds it hard to trust another with the fragile shards, sometimes it just wants to love again. sometimes it's just the body talking, telling the heart to just get over it. it varies from person to person.

the thorns of a rose are mistakes. ones of the past, ones to come. they hurt, but they are still part of the rose, they are still beautiful. the petals start to die a little, they are not perfect. just like any one person or any love. do not inspect a rose looking for the imperfections, keep looking for the good, the love, the way it should be.

so recently there's been a lot of talk about indie/ hipster and all that shinanigans. even more so amongst a certain group of my friends. I have learned about hipster kitty, the hipster triangle, hipster evolution, and all sorts of shizz like that. honestly, I'm used to being the last to know about stuff, since I'm about 2-3 years behind in Internetness. but I feel kinda stoopid giggling the difference between hipster and indie. it confuses the hell out of me and I still don't understand.. so many different answers. and then there's a bunch of stuff on the whole thing that fits me. *scared face* but if there's one thing about this all I could say, it's that hipster/ indie chicks are HOT!!! and I want them in my pants.

really need to find a new place to put all my pins. never use my pin bag anymore, and when I did I lost a bunch from them falling off without me noticing. suggestions for new place??

if anyone wants to finish unpacking/ organising my room for me too, I would thank you and love you forever. although I'd prolly make you do other stuff I have to do so I can get it done my way.. cause I'm like that. with almost everything. which is why I always have so much to do. rawr.

really need to start thinking in more detail about what I'd like to do after next year. dunno if the whole year-long rode trip thing is gunna happen.. but I think I'm supposed to be trying to get into langara. need to raise English mark to at least 80% so I can take AP and be awesome and do journalism. *thumbs up* and hopefully transfer to studio 58 second year. oh fun shizz that I dunno where it'll take me in life.

so post title guessing time. what song?? and if you have any questions/ topics for me to go over let me know.
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