xxxmas.

so of course as soon as I get my laptop back from my grandparents my mom decides she hasn't used it for too long and steals... great. as if I haven't been waiting long enough.

today didn't even get to finish unpacking my room. did the bathroom and worked on the kitchen instead. and went into twas and free spa dayness and Santa.. but he'd left by the time we got there so just lots of gingerbread. hot stone massages are like sex. maybe even better. which is extremely hard to do. but heat and pressure and NOM!!! doesn't hurt that it's usually a girl using her hands to make you feel good with your top off... hehe. 

found out I can't use my shower properly. the water hits the celing if it's turned on too much, so you have to put it on only a little. and you can't aim the stream... it goes straight down.  pain in the ass. annnd my great aunt tried to help me pack by doing the bathroom... turns out she forgot a drawer. with all my jewlery and headbands and such. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. 

I'm not sure about this place, didn't like it from the start. but my mom's insisting. and I want to bloody punch her. although she did get us uninvited from Hawaii. got into a fight with my grandma and my grandma uninvited her and she won't let me go without her. so I won't have to go to Hawaii. annnnnd I'm hoping I don't have to celebrate Christmas at all. it's stoopid. pretty much a day to be with family and love and crap. I hate my family and want nothing to do with them. and I'm not religious. so what's the point?? presents? I'm not a material bitch. plus I'd rather have my friends be happy and I have pretty muc everything I want... besides a fckh8 shirt, pivotstar sleeveless hoody, and new roller skates. but still... my birthday's just over a month after Christmas. so I will refuse to celebrate. 

the traffic on the street keeps on coming, but the thoughts to help me on my in class essay tomorrow just don't seem to begin. yayy more fails.

mmmmm soft tacos with extra sauce XD

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