the killing.

today, I was on set for the killing. OOOPS. not supposed to talk about it. oh well. was kinda cool.... sat around for hours just for 15 mins of walking down a hall on camera. and not getting dinner. but coffee and biscotti NOM!!! yeahhhh.. boring. back on set tomorrow at 1.30. not looking forward to school/ report cards/ moving/ everything.

so my mom said we'd take this place I REALLY don't want. the kitchen is piled with dishes everywhere. and 4 FREAKING ROOMMATES!! blood fucking tits. so what if the floors are heated and it's like... $850 a month or whatever. if I can't fit my stuff in my room how the hell am I supposed to live there??? and yet again, less than a week notice before I move. 3 days. and of course I have to wake up early after a late night of seeing my besties back in twas, come back to richmond, and move shtuffs. I shall be dead. and in order to move I have to delay seeing awesomesauce christmas play with my wifey being awesome in it. no fair. oh ANNND get this. since we're moving 'on time' I prolly have to go to hawaii. I dunt wanna go. honestly, I hate sun, I don't swim, my family pisses me off, and I already have plans for new years which I really don't wanna ditch. (come on, I'm trying to get energy drink body shots going on.) so yeash. my family sucks. especially my mom. as if the whole world didn't already know... I would be fine with not getting anything for christmas if I could just go home, live there, and not go to hawaii. that's all I really want. kinda funny, cause my whole family keeps asking if I need a new winter coat (cause I do, the one I have now makes me want to cry everytime I see it so I don't wear it as much as I can get out of it.) but of course the one they want to get me are equally as girly and annoying. the second I show them any of the guys jackets I want they give me a look like I'm an alien, then tell me how I need to be fashionable and feminine and all this bullshit. so I've given up. I will freeze through the winter if I have to in order to get my family to realize I'm different. do I really have to spell it out for them?? ... scaryyy. OMIGAWDDDDS!! I just realized how much of a closet lurker I am around my family... after my mom was stoopid about it....

my foot has been cramping every few minutes for the last few hours. it sucks. makeee it stooooop!!! ..wait. it's gone for now. oh joy XD

so I have fallen even more for taylor momsen. she's a babe!! just sayinggg. andandand... just NOM. I think I might have to post a to do list up here sometime... hehehehe. this shall be interestingggg. be prepared for awesomesauce. ok??

nikki needs a job. so she can 

1. buy her own stuff. and all my awesomesauce derbyness and actually go out downtown and shizz. *coughcoughGABcoughcough* 

2. MOVE OUT (for obvious reasons)

3. afford to live in the vancouver area.

it's taco time from 6 to 9 =P

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