post secondary.

today was post secondary day. it got me out of a kanji test. I am thankful. now the biggest debate on my mind: bcit or langara?? bcit pros: technically queer (best gay group name ever), CARS because cars+ art= NOM or even working on cars. like engines and stuff *drool*, broadcasting, 95% find work related to courses within two months of graduating.     bcit cons: no english, drama, or other academic awesomeness, in burnaby.     langara pros: journalism, creative writing, studio 58, psych, student union building, starbucks on campus that I know where it is, I've been on campus at least five times this year     langara cons: lower employment rate, most courses meant for university credits, not as cool club LQAC or somthing... lameeeee. 

really have no clueee what to do. thankfully I have like a year to figure it out. but a year isn't a lot of time to figure out what I want to do with my life. I mean, I'm young. I change my mind almost as much as I get into fights with my mom.. which is A LOT!!

snow needs to go away so I can get driving so I can get my N soon... I can legally test for it in like.. 2 1/2 months. and I've had almost no practice. highway once, a handfull of times around richmond, burnaby, and tsawwasasen, and more parking lots then I care to remember. NEED lessons. or else I will fail. miserably. which is not good. and I drive better in bigger vehicles... odd I know. but then you can actually see what the hell you're doing instead of sitting like ON the ground. plus you're bigger, so feel more confident. should drive to tsawwassen sometime soon. and around town and in busier places. and learn to parallel park with cars there. 

then once I can actually drive well.. learn to FIX the cars. cause that is equally interesting if not more. except when driving really fast. with the engine roaring and adrenaline pumping wildly. when one small turn could mean death. ahhhh, the wonderful epic speeds. they make me happy. then again anything dangerous or painful tends to be fun for me...

so much thinkingggg. not enough time. I shall go fall in a hole and then curl up and fall asleep soon. if it's warm. I like warm. I miss warm. what is that even likee??? I have no idea anymoreee. 

lovelovelovelovelove lovelove makes the world go round. (yes that is a song from powerpuff girls. the episode when the clown gets bleached and turns townsville black and white and bubbles tries colouring it, but it's still all dead. then she breaks her crayons :'( and then they all play music and everything goes back to colour and they all live happily ever after. till the next episode...)

anywaysss... <3 <3