this ends tonight.

he can't escape, can't awaken from this feeling. his soul is eating him alive and he can't help but be crushed under the weight of it all. but he tries to be strong, tries to forget everything's so fucked up and just be a man for her. around him the world is crumbling. every waking moment is a battle in his head, trying ever so desperately to hold on to something before he disappears completely. he needs something, someone to hold his hand, look him in the eyes, and tell him it will all be okay. he needs to feel the pressure of physical touch on his skin, give into the need his body craves so desperately. he gasps for another breath before being pulled under, into the pits of discomfort. nothing feels right. nothing fits. the screaming in his head can't get any louder. he can only sit there, unable to figure out what to do next. <3 <3