somebody rip my heart out.

in the morning he starts college, in the morning he has the first day of the rest of his life. he doesn't know how to deal with the morning. he isn't sure what to wear, who to be, where to go on his break, how to survive. every second he spends thinking about it is a second he could be out doing something about it, yet he sits and ponders the whole world. he's scared, more of the change and the unknown than the coursework. if only he could turn back time and enjoy his childhood like he should have, live every moment free before being strung down by many people. in a generation trying to grow up too fast, only to find out the best parts of life were the ones they were in a hurry to be rid of, he's finding out just how much he's missed out on. the world begins to fade away, not quite making sense of the nonsense.  <3 <3