there's nothing else you can do.

after days away he can't seem to function properly anymore. he needs to see her, needs to feel her, needs to be there for her. he thinks of her and is instantly turned on, no second thoughts. it's getting to the point it's inconvenient timing all the time. while he waits he finds himself staying up far too late, waking up early, and doing nothing more than begging his phone to buzz with something new from her to get his mind going. it's driving him mad.  school doesn't start for another week, yet  he's figured it out how difficult everything will be and he isn't quite sure he's made a good choice. college is scary, it's setting in just how much effort he's going to need to put in. he just isn't ready to be worked on such a large scale.  <3 <3